have you ever..

…laid on your bed at night and just cried ?

Cried because you’re ugly. Because you’re not good enough. You counted all your flaws just head to toe to punish and feel worse about yourself. cried because the comments people blurt out actually hurt your feelings. cried because your family is dysfunctional, but you’re the kid that can’t do crap about it. they tell you to stop complaining, that you have it much better than the kids in Africa. you don’t want to be a burden so you bottle it all up.

around people you’re the happiest ray of sunshine.

but nobody knows, that at night when you’re alone,

you break down…

ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย and just cry.

heartbreak

Everyone at some point in their life is going to experience it. And, you know what? It’s probably one of the most painful things a person has to go though. I’m not going to lie. When you get you heart broken, it feels like it shattered into a million pieces. It’s like that person you were head over heels for stomped mercilessly on your heart. It feels like your heart is being shredded to pieces, cut up, and throw into the trash. Just left to rot. It hurts a lot, emotionally and physically hurt. You cry and cry and wish it wasn’t like this. You wish it was just a temporary nightmare. but the sad truth? It’s not. It’s reality. And you’re going to just have to accept it, the pain and all..